Silence Screams II

August 21, 2007

So does love really suffer because of silence in between? Or, does it attain a new meaning due to its presence?

It’s said if silence between two friends is uncomforting then probably the friendship is not deep enough. Implying that good friends can handle absence of words and respect the feelings. Sometimes words spoil the chastity of moments. Sometimes things look better when they are understood without words giving them an expression.

I remember the wordless moments I experienced with him. There wasn’t any need find an expression through spoken word. Eyes did the job well….and they spoke for a long time. It was a crazy language…..perhaps the language of love.

It’s funny how silence changes its meaning. And, it is not to be blamed. It’s time that changes the perspective. The silence that was once comforting and had elements of romanticism is no longer the same. It does not come in because eyes get into action. Rather, it comes when both of us are constantly trying to fix them elsewhere.

Words don’t have place in between us even today but they there absence was never so disturbing………….. 

Silence screams…

June 5, 2007

Love: “Your presence is debilitating now. Your replaced Mr. Words so beautifully once. There was no space for him. You aren’t sweet anymore…you scream…I fear that might drive me away…”

Silence: “Time. It’s him. Not me. I am just the same….He has changed–moments, perceptions…and altered my existence.”

Silence screams…times makes it do so. Who suffers? Love?

To be continued….

Doris Day’s Que Sera Sera: A song that sums it all and celebrates the power of time . Thought of sharing it with you. Here goes:

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here’s what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future’s not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here’s what my sweetheart said.
Doris Day

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future’s not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future’s not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Sing along here

Fear less, hope more; Eat less, chew more; Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more; Love more, and all good things will be yours”: Swedish proverb

I have a very serious problem. I can’t stand people who take pessimistic view of things. Troubles/problems/issues –whatever name you the, they hit everyone. To think of tit, most of the matters aren’t troubles as such. It is just the perception that makes it look so. In fact, there is no good or bad in this world. It’s only your state of mind that defines it so.

What is the first thought that comes in your mind when you open your eyes to a new day? What makes you get out of the comfortable bed to face the world yet again? Think of it.

It’s not just your way of life….somewhere it is the HOPE that asks you to leave your world of dreams and meet life. Hope to materialize those dreams. Hope to see a good day. Hope to move on in life. Hope to progress. Hope to live. To live a good life.

You wouldn’t agree with me if you belong to the category that gets on my nerves. Then you must be getting up with a thought that shudders you. Thought of how cruel this life is and how ugly the world is. How people are just waiting for the opportunity to criticise you and bog you down.

But do you know people don’t really have time to think about you. They are busy fighting bigger battles of their own. They might want to bring you down sometime. But hey, that means you are above them. Pessimism and negative thoughts would surely not help you stay there!

Shun them.

Don’t forget faces of those please. They’ll be your biggest motivators. Take each hurdle as a base of you moving further.

Approach each with positivity. Good will come to you, for sure.

I know I am sounding like Deepak Chopra. But I say all this on the basis of my personal experiences. It isn’t hard to stay optimist. It isn’t hard to see every dawn as a beautiful beginning. It is easy to believe that Life is Beautiful!

Hello world!

I have no reasons in particular to make this my first post. But since I have thought that this blog is going to be a collection of ramblings, so here goes:

Before I agreed to be a part of this ‘occasion’, I had thought I would write about it under the head “Most Interesting Event”….God perhaps has some far better events and occasions to write there. Anyway, here is the anticipated interesting event that turned out to be interesting albeit for other reasons.

Generally speaking, as soon as a girl, in an Indian family, gets a job with a satisfactory pay package her parents start inquiring about the eligible bachelors around. My parents are no exception to this. No, thankfully not for me but for my elder sister right now. The process of groom hunting started few months back when she happily announced her appraisal. Poor girl did not know what was to come next.

fixed marriages

To cut the long story short, my parents fixed up a meeting with family of a boy they thought would be a good match for their daughter. After exchanging several dialogues with the family, it was decided they would come to our place on a date their “family pundit” thought was auspicious! I chose not to react.

All my efforts of being absent from the scene went in vain especially after I saw my sister’s face. I decided to stay there. The expression was much like a bird caught in a cage. But after I noticed it more closely, it seemed like a convict guilty of getting the appraisal.



Thought bubble: Judge papa sending her to jail via an institution (Marriage is an institution, they say). No lawyer to rescue my sister. Case shut.
However, this day had to come anyway. And it came. We welcomed them as though they were important members of parliament. I had never been in a situation more uncomfortable than this one. I lost whatever little zeal I had, after I saw the person.


Thought bubble: My sister and the guy standing together as a couple. Bubble exploded.

I thought it was only in movies that the girl brought tea into the room. I looked around if there were cameras and director around. It was, however, a Bollywood movie without cameras. Yes, a crappy Hindi movie that nobody watches. But, I had to watch it.

Thought bubble: Would I see my sister singing and walking and telling how good she is???

The only good thing about this good-for-nothing-occasion was my sister. Nervousness on her face made her look gorgeous. I just could not take my eyes off her. And somebody else just couldn’t stop staring at her. No, the guy was way too nervous himself (and he did not look gorgeous). It was his mother, who was looking at my sister like multinationals eye Indian market.

Thought bubble: Would aunty appearing to be Nirupama Rao turn Lalita Pawar after marriage? Marriage???

lalita pawar

Bubble exploded again.


While I was busy repairing the thought bubble people in the room were laughing. Was the bubble visible? I tried to catch up with the joke but failed to understand it. As if I made an effort of understanding it. I laughed anyway. Next, ‘ladka-ladki’ were sent to a different room.


Thought bubble: The guy interviewing my sister. My sister yelling and saying, “I am anHR person not you.” The guy getting scared and running away. Huh, just a thought!


On the other hand, perhaps it wasn’t just a thought! My sister refuses to reveal the truth but I guess something similar might have happened. After 30 minutes of conversation, my sister came out with a sense of pride. Seemed she had won the battle. The guy’s expression? Mmmm…remember Saurav Ganguly’s face after the Chappell episode?

Thankfully, this story had an end here… Good Luck sis for the next drama






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